Tonight on this full harvest moon, I went to a women's gathering to honour the divine feminine that is awakening in each of us. I dressed in white, something I rarely do. There is so much black in my life, it felt good to be lighter, softer, allowing feminine essence to shine through me. When the time came, I undressed and lay in the middle of 7 woman I did not know. With my eyes shut I let them adore me. I let them pour their total love and prayers all over my body, my heart, my feet, my yoni. I was covered from head to toe in flower petals and anointed with Frankincense as they chanted the mantra of awakening over and over. Seed sounds to ignite that which is already alive within me. I allowed myself to receive as much love and devotion as I could imagine. This was my death and rebirth and it was perfect. I had just ovulated right before the gathering was to begin. Something in me was bursting, ready to have a voice in this world. When the night was over I came home, tired from the long night of chanting, moving energy and being present for 7 others in their process. But I am committed to my pleasure, I am committed to you and your guidance daddy. I am committed to documenting my process in this blog as you asked.
Tonight as I lay naked on my white sheet, it was she the Goddess, who was calling forth pleasure. Now my hands adored my own body, feeling every inch of my skin, my hair, my juicy wetness for which I am so grateful. I blessed myself in oil again. Tonight it was about devotion, deserving, adoration and allowing me to feel her emerging, calling forth the pleasure that is hers/mine. How easy it would be to have just gone to sleep. How easy it is to forget that we matter, that we deserve to be honoured with delicious slow hands touching with nothing but love. I brought myself to orgasmic rippling waves again, by myself, under the light of the harvest moon, in my room, alone and I liked it.
all my love,
your dlg
No comments:
Post a Comment