I had a full day of work and then my kids came back from being away for a week. At the end of the night when everyone was tucked in bed, I finally managed to settle down and have space to myself. I became engaged in a much needed meditation sitting in my bed. I traveled into my heart space looking to release the places that I had built up walls, the places where I have hardened, the places that felt dark. There are plenty, but then I came to the place of hot burning flames and found the source of unending love and passion that reside within me. I traveled through deep space to find my own central sun fully alive and burning bright. It was clear as day, my job is to know that, to expand that and to breathe all that fire and love of my heart more into this world. I was so comfortable there, I didn't want to leave. I stayed for a while, then I must admit, I fell asleep. I went into a deep and peaceful sleep and entered into the dreamtime. That was my practice for tonight, my self pleasuring came in the form of waves of deep rest and rejuvenation in the center of my heart. Tomorrow is another day daddy.
From my heart to yours,
your dirty sleepy girl

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