Being sent to my room

Daddy sent me to my room, I slammed the door.  I crossed my arms and tightened in anger, heat rising in my face.  Daddy is pushing me again.  He is demanding that I be well, demanding.  He is asking me to ask for what I want and desire, to push against him much more than I do and not settle for less than what I want.  I hate this.  I love this, but I mostly hate this.  This is not what a submissive does, is it?  Do they whine and complain when they don't get their way, do they persist and persist until daddy is finally so tired and worn he gives in?  I am being asked to step into a role of being a little girl who won't take no for an answer and the question is, what is it that I want?  You asked, so here it is daddy.

1.  You are going to fuck me when you see me and not give me any excuses about how you are not wanting to be sexual right now or it feels uneven because I am in a committed relationship and you aren't right now or that this time I am there just to serve you in whatever ways you wish or that you don't want to do any of the fucking or penetrating but only want to receive and be penetrated.  What I want is to serve you, please you, fuck you and penetrate you to your depths but I want the same in return.  I want your lips, your passion, your cock and the give and take of our sexual energy exchange after I am done giving to you.

2.  I want you to give me more feedback or praise for all the things you ask me to write and do.  For all the assignments I complete, it is important for me to hear your feedback.  I need to know that you enjoy the things I do for you or that you don't or how I can do better.

3.  When I send you my panties in the mail, I want you to show your excitement.  I want you to get hard thinking about your dirty girl who sends package after package of her cum soaked panties for you to smell and savour.  I want you to rub my panties over your hard cock.  I want you to pleasure yourself when you smell them.  I want you to cum sometimes, thinking about all the things we will do together when we see each other next.  I want you to enjoy them and tell me that you did and tell me what you as well.

4.  I want you to continue to find ways to stay sexually engaged with me.  I know that can be a challenge given our distance and there may be a natural ebb and flow with it but help us find the ways to keep it active, don't leave it all up to me.

5.  I want you to give me a written report of what is like to be my daddy.  Document your experience to date of what it means to you, what it gives you or how it feeds you, what works or doesn't etc... No holding back, just write what is in your heart.  We can discuss whether this gets posted onto the blog or not but for now,  I would like your reflections about our relationship.

That is it for now daddy.  That is what I want. Tell me if this is something you can do for me.   Please, please, please daddy.  I want you to tell me now!

Your baby girl